I do not know From where I start and how do I start My Name is Habibullah Sahebzada From Afghanistan I was living in Sweden now Living in Germany.

I do not know how long I should run to Have a good life, I miss my Family's mostly my Daughter's what's wrong, I'm really unlucky person that I can not have my love of my Daughter and can not give them love eider Oh God why me I do help others with my full heart and as much as I could, I did help them.

Instead of they do not give the respect for what I do for them I never stop I do help them without ego and do not forget humanity.

I'm so much sinful in front of you '' God '' yes I accept I do not pray I do not read Qaran, if it's about that yes, I'm sinful this is my fault that I'm Muslim and I do not regret that and I'm proud to be a Muslim, if we are Muslims to have prayed 5 times and read Qaran, and then become a prefect Muslim, and then we become 100% then the one who do why they do not stop killing in the name of Muslim, and they do wrong things and not follow, god forgive me that I do not pray 5 times and not worship.

Whatever I pray however I worship I never ask anything for my self because I believed in you and I still believe.

God helps me to be strong so that I can help others who need my help and be helpful and kind.

This is really heard but still, I'm thankful for that I'm fine I do not have a problem I have perfect body I can talk, walk I'm thankful always that you give me this all ability.

God, please keep my Daughter's away from Danger's and Problems and protect them.

To be not with them It's not easy for me I'm suffering to be not with them I Feel my self so much Hopeless, I know life examining me I believe After bad times will come good times too.